sex and speed, sex and e... my wee hurts...

hello lassies,

i think i have broken some sort of record. i have had sex 12 times in the past 24 hours. what am i doing having sex for 24 hours when i have london at my feet you ask??? this is why....

friday night spanish laura made sangria, got fucking fucked up of that. then drank some more beers at the pub to come home to find out management had shut up the loungeroom for the night because everyone had left all the sangria lying around in the kitchen. so the party moves outside. beers and more beers. then the remaining few at about 3 moved into adams room. adam the resident dealer offers me a lick of some whiz. i think to myself.. í shouldnt i have my first day of my new job tomoro. i shouldnt´. nonethe less i did. forced myself into bed an hour later woke up at 9 and took myself off to my new job at PUNCH AND JUDY.

i like working there heaps more then weatherspoons. its not the kind of place to get paedophiles and $murderers and they tip like crazy. anyway having had no sleep and being sorrounded by alcohol on my way home i stopped at somerfield and picked my self up a bottle of creaming soda and vodka. drank that down. then lisa and helen convince me to go to a party in ealing broadway. lisa says dont worry tanya i dont really want to stay too long so we will get the last tube home at 11. sounds easy. then comes the offer of pills. i have to work at 10 oclock the next day bear in mind. il just do a quarter. easy. damien comes in. hes taken the same pill. the boy can drop 10 at a time and still appear to be alright. not this pill. he was fucked up man. i had to take him for a walk around ealing. we had nice kisses and a good chat. returned to the pàrty and dropped another third. easy. time passes. its 4. missed the last tube by 5 hours. taxi. we get home, damo doesnt live here so we snuck him in. he got caught had to pay rent. bah. hung around helens room smoking and tlaking smack for the next five hours. im fucked. oh yeah finished the pill. anyway im fucked. i just want to have a shower with damien. so i have a shower. finish at 930. fuck gotta work in half an hour. it wasnt going to happen i was way to fucked man. i didnt have a clue what was going on in the world. anywho as it turns out i ended up calling work at 1030 and giving some poor excuse about having to finish my last job blah blah. went to bed with damien and stayed there all freakin day. got up to buy dinner about 10pm then back to bed.

now its monday. iv achieved nothing this weekend except happy memories. all you need right? im sorry sam for not calling back like i said i would but i ran out of credit. i will in a couple of days okey dokey?? jealous of splendour and all the fun you guys are having. man how good would it be to see the veronicas. just kididng. not really. so yeah once agian a scattered post. i am in control. i miss you guys lots. not long till kiki gets here and bens coming to stay for the next couple of days. first person iv seen since i left. cant wait. love you guys stay safe. love love love you love you.